wow, havent been on in over a month. kinda hard to keep track of everything ive done in that span of time. im not even sure where to start. im literally sitting here trying to think of what to write.
ok, well this was the first thing that just popped into my head so ill start here: i sit next to this kid in one of my psychology classes; really sweet, funny, easy to talk to but i always keep eye contact between us brief because if i look at him to long i cant help but smile (lame, i know). anyway. in the past week or two hes been walking with me out to the parking lot, slowing down his walk so i can keep up (because if he kept his normal pace, he would practically be running) *checking twitter, hold on* anyway...hes just a nice guy. a little racist but nobodys perfect. ive just been thinking about him a lot recently. i know i havent known him very long, but it would be nice if something good came out of it all. i mean, we graduated together & he was in my journalistic writing class senior year but we never knew the other person even existed so this is a good start to something i guess. besides the latest boy, we're moving. i dont remember if i stated that in my last post, but yep...were moving to the city. away from comfy suburban life & into the hustle & bustle of the L system & homeless people trying to bum cigerettes & extra change off passersby. well, technically we will be living just north of the city, but sill, the train is half a block away & its a 15 minutes ride to the loop. me & my youngest sister are going to be sharing a studio apartment & my mom, her boyfriend & my other sister will be sharing a 2-bedroom apartment (in the same building of course). ughhh i DO NOT want to physically move; we have too much crap. all of my stuff & my little sisters stuff is pretty much moved but theres still 3/4 of the house to pack. its just a big headache. i think it will be kind of nice though to get out of the same routine in the same stupid, stuck-up, spoiled, rich kid neighborhood. plus, being so close to the city & with all the diversity means there will be more to do. luckily i have a job or else i would be stuck in the apartment doing nothing because everything to do in the city is so fucking expensive. another plus side is that anna can spend the night on monday nights whenever she wants to because she has a super late class on monday nights so she usually stays at her aunts house so shes not coming home at 11 pm every week. i dont know, im sure it wont be too bad. i think the worst part will be the driving back & forth. my gas tank will not like me too much for that. another thing that just came to my mind was what i was informed of today: 30 Seconds To Mars's 300th & FINAL show of this year & of their This Is War album tour is happening in New York on December 7th at the Hammerstein Ballroom. I really really REALLY want to go, but no one will ever get the ok from their parents to go to NY, my mom will NEVER agree to it & theres no way ill be able to scrounge up the money for a roundtrip plane ticket, a hotel room, cab fares & the ticket for the show. its so depressing because that would so amazing to go to & also really sad at the same time. but since i know going to the show will never happen, ive officially decided that instead of mourning MARS's break/last show i will be getting my MARS tattoos on December 7th to celebrate their 300th show...& no, i dont mean its the 300th show theyve ever performed, i mean its the 300th show theyve performed on this cycle of This Is War, which, coincidentely broke the Guinness World Record for "Most Shows Performed During a Single Album Cycle". 300 SHOWS JUST TO PROMOTE & PERFORMS SONGS FROM 'THIS IS WAR' OH MY GOD!!!!! this is one of the many, infinite reasons why i am so deeply involved & in love & inspired by this band. "We will never stop until the Echelon are happy" that quote came from the brilliant mind of Jared Leto who has taught me that you can always reach for the sky & acheive your dreams. of course, on the 7th of December i probably will spend most of the day crying because ill be so upset that theyll be taking a break but theyll be back eventually. im not saying that shouldnt take a break because i want to see them again & i want to hear new music (which is all true but like i said thats not the point) the point is that they NEED a break! they are so tired & none of the guys have been 100% recovered from illnesses. for the love of God, Jared was taken from a show via ambulance in Greece, i think. then another show the audience had to sing because Jared had no voice to sing at all. they need a break & a long one at that. When theyre ready, they will come back, maybe do another CD & tour again. so thats my plan: minimal mourning (haha, yeah right) & MARS tats :) i really cant think of anything else to write at this point since the majority of this post wound up being, of couse, about MARS lol. so until i can think of something else interesting to write, i guess ill leave on that note.
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