Sunday, September 4, 2011

my iPod is on shuffle

Hmmm, where to begin? I started school. Tuesday will be the start of my 3rd week. Eww. My teachers are pretty nice. My math teacher is boring & monotone as fuck but my psychology teachers are all really cool. Im already sick of homework. I have zero motivation to get any of it done. Its a 3-day weekend due to tomorrow being Labor Day so Ill have one more day to procrastinate. Anyway, my mom still hasnt been able to find a job. She went for an interview on Friday but she is not confident at all that she got it. She said that the woman interviewing her started quizzing her on random things. She was totally unprepared and really doesnt think shes going to get the job. Me on the other hand, got a job at Happiness Is Pets. Im so glad because Im around puppies all day; something I enjoy, rather than sitting at a desk or serving people fast food. My 3rd and final training day is Wednesday then my boss will put me on the schedule. Aside from my previous experience with dogs, she liked my application because I live only 10 minutes away from the store; but heres the problem...we're moving. My mom and Rich cant afford the rent for our house anymore or the bills and my jackass dad isnt helping out in ANY way. He keeps shorting my mom on the child support checks, which I guess is illegal or something, but whatever, it doesnt effect me anymore anyway. So Rich has to live in an apartment downtown where he works for at least 2 or 3 days per week, so thats where we will be going. Unfortunately its only a 2 bedroom apartment, but hes going to talk to his boss to see if we can get the next available 3 bedroom or studio apartment. The good thing about all of this is that we dont have to pay rent, water or gas. We only need to pay electrcity, cooking gas and if we want internet or cable, which we're most likely going to get sometime in the near future. The other unfortunate thing is that its the 4 day of September & my mom was telling us that she doesnt have enough money for October, so I wouldnt be surprised if me moved in the next couple of weeks. It really sucks, but I know right where we will be living; right down the street from a popular concert venue...I guess thats good. I told Anna about it today & she was obviously upset. We both were in the kitchen crying because it just sucks, in general. Im going to be spending a million fucking dollars on gas to get to and from school and to and from work. Ughhh, this is not cool. Rich says that we should only be there for about a year; that by this time next year, we should be able to move back to Orland. Hopefully that happens, hopefully my mom finds a job soon because this is going to be way to hard for everyone. It really doesnt help that Im writing this, which is upsetting, and "Alibi" is playing on my iPod. I think, aside from being able to talk to Anna, 30 Seconds To Mars is my only other saving grace. I swear, its like everytime Im upset or pissed off, I can just go to my iPod and put their songs on shuffle. Their songs are so amazing & really know how to hit home. I actually just read a few notes that a girl I follow on Tumblr wrote to the guys & Im considering writing to them, juat to let them know how them impact my life everyday & how much they mean to me. Im literally starting to choke up as Im writing this. Im going to go start drafting a letter while listening to the best band in the entire world. <3

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