my day:

went from bad to worse to WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST DO?! it was bad because 30 Seconds To Mars's 300th & final show in New York is practically sold out and its only presale :/ this ijust sucks ass. it got worse because 30 minutes before i had to leave for work, the sink in the laundry room started to overflow and there was water all over the floor which i had to clean up :/ then "what the fuck did i just do?!" is because i messaged this guy that i like on facebook and told him that i think hes sweet and nice and really funny. i couldnt hit send so i asked my boss to do it. ughhhh i feel so stupid. im so afraid of what his reaction is going to be. i told anna and she seems to think that he'll be really nice in his response (if he responds at all) so idk. im just a nervous wreck. a part of me wishes i didnt do it because i still have to sit next to him in my social psych class for another 7 weeks, but another part of me is glad i did it because it honestly feels like a weight was lifted off my chest. it was seriously bothering me all day at work and then i messaged him (was still a little freaked out) but now i feel a little better.  i really hope i get a good response from him and i hope he doesnt think im a complete moron. oh god, i want to skip my class on tuesday (next ttime i see him) but i think that would just make it worse. ok, well i just wanted to get that out. going to watch a nightmare on elm street with my little sister then im going to bed. working in the morning then going to the apartment to start painting.