havent blogged since the day after my bday...wow

there hasnt been much going on.  school, as usual.  i got a 2 jobs but i think i mentioned that already.  one in downers grove dog sitting and one in homer glen babysitting 2 kiddies for the occiasional date-night.  i got another job offer and went to an interview for a woman in soothmoor to watch her 2 kids monday through friday.  hopefully i get it cuz i really liked her and her kids and i think they liked me too.  ok so the real reason i decided to pick today to blog was because i just officially found out that this person i used to have the biggest crush on is gay.  I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GAYS/LESBIANS/BI-SEXUALS OR TRANSGENDER PEOPLE!  to each his own :) <3  i liked this guy in 5th grade and im pretty sure he liked me too.  hes a year older than me and when we were at a dance when i was in 5th grade (he was in 6th) he asked me to dance to "i dont wanna miss a thing" by aerosmith.  it was the first time i think i was ever that close to him.  aside from hanging out at our brother's boy scout meetings together, we never really hung out.  i saw him at the dances and whatnot and at the meetings and i was friends with his brother (who is my age).  I think deep down i always kinda knew he wasnt really into girls the way most other guys are and seeing today that his relationship status on facebook says "in a relationship with william something rather" wasnt really shocking, just kinda reassuring, like i knew it all along.  of course im happy for him.  i miss him too.  i wish we stayed in touch when he went to princeton (hes smart as fuck) and when my family moved to orland.  I have one picture with him and it was after he was done with school at john mills and we were standing by the playground and either his mom or my mom took the picture, and that was the last time i saw him.  he went to high school and we moved to orland.  i do miss him but i dont want to be that awkward girl that he hasnt talked to in 7 years that just flat out says it to him or to a facebook message, so yeah.  oh and my mom needs to stop being so careless about laundry, shes shrinking all my clothes!!! ughhh.