its been a while,

since ive been on. havent been doing much lately. just school as usual, and job hunting, which isnt going too well :/  jeff's prom is tomorrow night and hes going with his friend ashley that hes known since like kindergarden or something. moms got a headache again. kates a pain in the ass...as usual. and susie has claire and tara over and their going to an all time low concert tomorrow. ill probably stay in elmwood park for the day and hang out with stephanie. hopefully jessie doesnt have a game because that will keep her and kate out of mine and steph's hair. we almost got rid of bruiser the other day, of course in the same day we almost adopted a puppy from the animal welfare league. she was so cute. she was only 4.5 months old and she looked exactly like jasmine :)  she was absolutely adorable!! too bad shes probably already gone. theres no way a dog as cute as her is going to stay there for long. there were two other dogs that were super cute. one of them was also a black lab mix but he had wayyy too much energy. he was like sadie but black and the other dog was a shepherd mixed with something else but he was a little smaller than sadie was. there was also a little tag on his cage door that said "free kisses" and if you stuck you face up to the door he would start giving kisses.....SOOOO CUTE!!! ughhh i could honestly take all the cute doggies and kitties home. speaking of kitties, there were 4 kittens in the front lobby while i was filling out the adoption application and i kept asking mom if we could take home the little rambunctious one. he kept waking the black kitty up and pouncing on him and rolling himself under the bedding that lined the bottom of the cage.....SOOOO CUTE TOO!!! oh man, i cant take it anymore!! when i get my own house, im going to have big dogs and kitties all over the place (not like an animal horder though) but yeah. i think im done for now. im kinda tired and i think im going to go back out and watch the white sox get their asses handed to them in the last few innings of the game, so pathetic :/  anyway, good night for now

havent blogged since the day after my bday...wow

there hasnt been much going on.  school, as usual.  i got a 2 jobs but i think i mentioned that already.  one in downers grove dog sitting and one in homer glen babysitting 2 kiddies for the occiasional date-night.  i got another job offer and went to an interview for a woman in soothmoor to watch her 2 kids monday through friday.  hopefully i get it cuz i really liked her and her kids and i think they liked me too.  ok so the real reason i decided to pick today to blog was because i just officially found out that this person i used to have the biggest crush on is gay.  I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GAYS/LESBIANS/BI-SEXUALS OR TRANSGENDER PEOPLE!  to each his own :) <3  i liked this guy in 5th grade and im pretty sure he liked me too.  hes a year older than me and when we were at a dance when i was in 5th grade (he was in 6th) he asked me to dance to "i dont wanna miss a thing" by aerosmith.  it was the first time i think i was ever that close to him.  aside from hanging out at our brother's boy scout meetings together, we never really hung out.  i saw him at the dances and whatnot and at the meetings and i was friends with his brother (who is my age).  I think deep down i always kinda knew he wasnt really into girls the way most other guys are and seeing today that his relationship status on facebook says "in a relationship with william something rather" wasnt really shocking, just kinda reassuring, like i knew it all along.  of course im happy for him.  i miss him too.  i wish we stayed in touch when he went to princeton (hes smart as fuck) and when my family moved to orland.  I have one picture with him and it was after he was done with school at john mills and we were standing by the playground and either his mom or my mom took the picture, and that was the last time i saw him.  he went to high school and we moved to orland.  i do miss him but i dont want to be that awkward girl that he hasnt talked to in 7 years that just flat out says it to him or to a facebook message, so yeah.  oh and my mom needs to stop being so careless about laundry, shes shrinking all my clothes!!! ughhh.