my motherfucking perfect life

first of all, on tuesday i was on facebook chat with tommy & asked him if he wanted to go out & watch the bears game on sunday. i gave him my number because sometimes facebook doesnt send messages to my phone & he said he only knew his work schedule through saturday & that he would have to let me know if he could hang out or not. so i waited for a reply up through sunday about an hour before the game started.....nothing. i pretty much feel like i got stood up. seriously, is it that hard to take 5 seconds out of your life & send someone a text or whatever saying that you cant make it somewhere?! no, its really not that difficult. honestly, thats one of my biggest pet peeves. its just plain rude.
secondly, something is seriously wrong with my truck. whenever i brake something starts grinding but it also does that if i take a turn too sharply or if i just start moving. what the fuck?!?! i dont have money to fix this shit. i barely have enough money for gas!
and third, my sister is a complete fucking twat. she is ripping my family apart! she tried to push susie down the stairs this morning then denied she did anything. then we all get a mass text from my mom saying that shes had enough of our shit & she wants us all out by the end of this week.

FUCK EVERYTHING.

gahhhh

the chapter we're on in my social psych class is on affection, romantic love, friendship, etc. and we have to do a discussion board posting on what we read & so i was looking at what other people wrote so i looked at the guy that i like's posting & what the fuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkkk?!?!?! he was like, yeah id love to be in a relationship again and have a girlfriend, but i just havent found the right girl. then something like, most guys are asses and just want action, but i would show passionate love toward a future girlfriend. and ughhhhh hes so cute (except the whole, not finding the right girl, part threw me off a bit). ok so does this just prove that im looking too much into this & that he obviously doesnt have the same feelings for me as i do for him? why is life so fucking complicated?! im not going to lie, i really like this guy & i really would love for something more than a friendship to come out of all of this. but in all reality, now im not sure how likely this is going to be :/