i want to fuck this man

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can someone please explain to me how one person can be so fucking attractive?! i have been obsesssing over bradley cooper lately. im not sure why. hes so gorgeous & im dedicating this post to him <3  i watched the hangover last night & i just got finished watching the a-team......god, im just in awe over his sexiness. heres the list: his body is wonderful, his hair is amazing, his smile is perfect & words cant even describe how beautiful his eyes are; i could honestly melt in them. *swoons* i usually dont like when guys have chest hair, but since its bradley cooper, hey, im not complaining. and yeah, and limitless was an amazing movie too. i dont even know what else to say. hes perfect. hes a god among men & i just want him. too bad its like a law somewhere where hollywood stars only date other stars or celebrities. why cant average, everyday people get a piece of a-list ass once in a while? why cant my mom date george cloony like shes always wanted to? wht can i have bradley cooper? ughhh, lifes not fair. maybe im going overboard. i would love to meet him & talk with him about his career. how he got started?, why he does what he does?, what kinds of movies are his favorite to star in?, who is one person he really wants to work with? so many questions that ill never get answers to because hes probably always travelling and always working and more than likely has swarms of women that faint at the very sound of his name. hes specatular and talented & yes, im going back to what i originally said, i want him, all to  myself. im not a crazy stalker, i just think im in love <3 

new job, back hurts, no school

last regular day of school was thursday WOOHOO!!! ive got one final on tuesday from 8-10am then my other 3 on thursday from 8am-4pm.....kill me :/  on the upside, besides the fact that im almost done with school, is that i got a babysitting job! so happy :)  shes adorable. shes got aspergers syndrome but she communicates really well around me and isnt sheltered or afraid which is really good. shes addicted to goldfish & toy story 3....no joke lol. but i was only supposed to work on wednesdays, thursdays & every other friday but she asked me today if i could work monday through friday full time, which means more money to do stuff this summer & more time going places and taking her places. i think this will be fun. the only downside is that they live practically in the middle of nowhere. theyre backyard is a corn field & thats all you can see, so thunderstorms are going to be my worst nightmare when im there late nights. other than that, their house is beautiful and her mom & her mom's boyfriend are really nice. in all honesty, i kind of thought her mom's boyfriend was kinda cute.....even though hes 38 lol. but yeah, hopefully ill start blogging a little more since summer is rolling around so for now, see ya!

its friday, friday.....god i hate that song

sooooooooo, im supposed to be writing my essays that are due on tuesday & thursday. unfortunately i went to my aunts house with my mom and now i have no more incentive to continue, bleh. i was going to just sit on twitter and tweet about absolutely everything that came to my mind, but i figured people would get annoyed with me very fast, so thats why im here. theres papers all over my desk and on my bed. most of it is my research, some of it is my bibliography, my outline, my license and the tv and dvd remotes are there too. im too bored to get up and do anything. im not really in the mood to do laundry, i dont think im in the mood to watch a movie, but anna is coming over after like 6:30 so hopefully we'll find something to do other than sit on our asses.......which is most likely what will happen because thats usually all we ever do. then ill get realy tired because im bored then she'll leave then i probably wont be bored anymore then i'll complain some more about how theres nothing to do. then thats probably when i'll go find something to eat because i eat when i get bored. ughhhhhhhhhhhh its a rough life :( so yeah. idk. just nothingness. bored. out. of. my. skull. lkjadskjashfi;ojw34r-08iu3yyyyyyyyy":>[]-iu3rdvwih Z<:L>qcfeoamki9q8uy76gsjn765rfgvhjkl,.;p-098uhjop-=][;2.;qpe98d7yghb3nm,l;dpwuyil3w4uaej;ofc;98ou'zefwk;ldsmc p;9oooooofxnhbaerhylzdfkml,c[0a-34hyuai;oewkdsml,.w65edsry78iujnop[;./'=-0okjnbvf43wqazsdr67yuhbnmo0-[p;l.,;'[-9876543wo;iqw yep, im definitely bored. god it sucks. i literally am not sure what to do. im sure theres stuff to do i just cant find any of it. ive honestly lost all inspiration to write my paper, which really sucks because what i have so far is really good and well thought out and it actually sounds smart. but now, if i start writing, it'll all sound like some 3 year old wrote it and i'll just wind up erasing all of it anyway so theres really no point in trying. god, im such a quitter. my mom just got home, kates leaving soon, jeff is at a school concert so i think me, sus, mom and rich are going to be the only ones here. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ooooh i think susie is going somewhere too. thats what i just heard my mom say :)  maybe ill go with them just for the ride. then i wont be sitting in the house alone (not really because rich is here) but then i can get out again and then maybe i wont feel like a complete bum loser because technically ill be out doing something! woo! so last night i went ot the mvcc art show because kylee wanted someone to go with her and she had 2 pieces in the show, which is totally awesome because they only pick 36 pieces, so for her to get 2 pieces is absolutely amazing. unfortunately she didnt win anything but to me, shes a winner because shes so damn talented. but anyway, during the art shows or when theres something going on in the gallery, they have people from the music club performing like on the piano and some people bring their flutes and clarinets but anyway, no one was playing the piano then all of a sudden this black guy goes over and just starts playing......and he was good, like amazing. me and kylee were sitting there talking and eating food that was provided and i was in complete awe over this guy. he was so aweomse. theres something about guys that can play the piano thats just so sexy. if a guy can play the piano, of all instruments the piano, it makes them seem so sensitive and caring to me. so anyway, he starts off by playing cannon in d minor then he just started blending all these really popular radio hits together. like hed play 30 seconds of one song and without stopping hed go into another popular song. i obviously recognized cannon in d minor but the next song i just couldnt figure out the title. i knew it i just forgot. then he played viva la vida by coldplay, a thousand miles by vanessa carlton, halo by beyonce and a bunch more. then he went and sat down and it got really quiet but i didnt mean to be this loud and i said, hey get back over there and keep playing you were amazing! and sure enough, he goes back over and started playing again until we left. he was honestly my hero last night. so thats my awkward story about how i, yet again, made a fool out of myself in public. so i think im going to ask where everyone is going and maybe ill go with . i want to go outside, its so nice. anyway, if i get bored again (which is bound to happen) im sure ill come back on here....or maybe ill just go on a wild twitter tangent. lol. ok, peacealate broha!